It touches my heart...

this song lyrics is touching me.. the tunes are smoothing me..
should listen to it...

歌曲名称: 蒲公英的约定
歌手姓名: 周杰伦
专辑名称: 我很忙
作词:方文山作曲:周杰伦

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英 是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音 多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信 因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币 却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定 那样清晰打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行 是你如今唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心 我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧 很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定 那样真心 与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清 你是友情还是错过的爱情

It's clearer now...

You make it clear...
You make it simple...
Thank you... Guess it's the hardest thing that you ever had to do...

Flu Bugging for 1 week... This is the longest flu virus i had with me... Been stressing alot of things for the past few weeks. Guess it's much better now den. 3 weeks reservist able to let me straighten out what is really there for me. Who i really miss... O well..... Put that aside......
Been learning new stuffs which i very excited about it.. lolz.. Never noe that i can put into good use at all till last week..

Well, Been learning about lymph massaging and which spot is for what kind of illness. Well, first tryout is not really fantastic.. Quite painful and pain after that (feels like sunburnt pain). But after that, i feel much better than before. It's more relaxing. =) Well, of coz there will be 2nd massage as well. ;p it's much better and only slight pain. That's y i am learning this from the expertise, firstly is able to help my mum massages ... 2nd, is for myself also as i always have injury here and there.

Ok. stop here for now. Cheerios...... My aim my goal is what i hope to fulfill now....
No hatred for anyone now...... :)

Rush hours

Its been sometimes i nv had time to write up. Guess its time to do so... Hmmm not sure where to start... But well, tml is my reservist day... Its the time where i can run away from those management and watever things they can bombard me...

Next... Tired is how i feel... Now my mind is only set on 1 thing.. that is earning my 1st pot of gold... Nothing else comes before that. Decision has been made long time ago..

If ever anyone say i can be a good bf.. i can honestly say.. i m not.. Tat's y i will not wish to be in any good relationship nor really really wish to love anyone except only 1 that is always in my heart.

Time will tell... and let fate decide what will happen to me.. Cheerios....

Thursday

Whew... Wat a game today... Reach work place around 4 pm den was like the weather is so warm. Lolz.. My game is 5th game. So still got time for me to walk and slack and bought myself a drink and sit down and watch the 1st game and went back half way to get change and warm up....

Hmmmm.. got a shock when i see so many staffs came down and support. Actually quite pressurize.... From Management to Ah jo and sim hoon to even Siew Chi they all.. Whew.. So many staffs...

Game started quite well as we got a lucky goal from the man Steve. The ball slowly roll over the line. lolz.. But not long after, they equalise. Honestly speaking, their team is very good as well... Just lucky that we won them..... Final Score is 2-1.

2nd game is quite late started. The sky is only half lit when we played. Start the game well as we very fast score 1. But.... again, they score back very fast.... Lolz.. but again we put ourselves in the lead and won the game :p Final score 4-1... Tml is the quarter final. Hope for the best. Play for the best.

Hmmmm... As for target.... 1st game won.... Target hit.
2nd target, Still in run for more.. But also hit le. Scored 3 goals le. :)

tiring day~~~~

It's tiring.... exhausting... Tomorrow is the day.... Hopefully it won't rains.....

Targets for tml: win 1st round. Score 3 goals overall. My mind is set as this will be my fate. Yes if i hit the target. No if i dun hit it. Let's pray... ok?

Sunday yet again

Its a pretty good day but yet a shagged day for me. Just woke up around 4. Morning went to work.. Dragged my feet there. Abit late :x but still manageable. Came back around 10 plus. Reach home never eat anything, fallen asleep which is till now. Tired and unwell is how i am feelig now. Zzzz...



Yesterday was a pretty nice day and memorable for me. Glitz Nite is really enjoying. Though its kinda short. But still pretty enjoyable. :) (Will upload the pics in a few days time.) The outfit is nice. I never wore fully black before nor had those glitters that is on me. Never had made my hair so high up. lolx. Nice...... Specially thanks to 2 ladies though. Never had them. Never will have this. U ladies noe who u r. :p Cheers.

Nobody noes how i feel at this moment... Neither do she noes how i feel. Anyway, be it. :)
Signing off.....

It is time i learn... Really learnt....

Nice rest at home.. Nice slacking... Been thinking wat is thru for me.. I dunno wat is up for me nor wat it is not... Its time i learn to stop emotional.

Its time i learn to put down. Sorry.. but i can't accept this now.
But in any case, i wish the best for ur future. I just wan to concentrate on earning..

Though i start to fall for someone. But i will not say out.
Cheers to singlehood. Cheers to all lovely couples. Cheers to myself.

3am and the nite is so silent

i may be crazy to be online at this moment. Anyway, i am here to say something.

First, stupid me leads to stupid ending. Till now, i am still stupid. even my house key i can forget to take back and called my bro to open door for me. Its crap indeed. sigh~

Second, I guess u are starting ur MIA thingy. Its fine with me. Therefore, i will not interfere with your life anymore. Thank you for everything you did and care for me. Its time to move on.

Third, Just my luck, On sunday i can even open door and bang my face till it got slight swollen and even blood ooze out abit. Sigh... O well... Luck is not on.

Signing out.. Sleepy le... Nitez.......

Awaiting dates

hmmm... got a few dates i am awaiting for arrival...

First it will be next week.... The Glitz Nite. Its dress to kill nite... Hmmm.... Trying my way to really dress to kill.. Nv try before.. Hopefully i can really kill.. haha...

The following week will be another exciting one.. I longed for this days even at Toa Payoh time. It's to challenge those students to street soccer match.. Hmmm... Target.. at least win the 1st game and score at least 3 goals in the tournament bah. :D got a team which i am the youngest again.. lolz...

But first.. to survive for this few weeks first den say bah.. hehe.... JIA YOU!!!!

Sorry blame it on me

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect I’m sorry for the times I disrespect


I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]You can put the blame on me [4x]Said you can put the blame on me
[3x]You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone

I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you [3x] I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Bluez Day

Hmmmm just back to work after a 5 days rest. Muahaha... Nice~~~~~~

Went for a short vacation. Went for ktv session as well as a good long nap. :p Nice... Colleagues.. please dun get jealous. ok? Gosh... really pass fast... It's October now. 2 more months to 2008. Hmmm... My new wish for now is to earn tons of $$$. Still not enuff for me. Mission starting now therefore will also be packed with alot of events and happening going.

Hopefully as times goes by... The future will still stick to as the king of _____. :p forgotten wat it is. But just pray for the best and strive for the best.

Ok. Time to log off.

Plans and Plans

ARGH!!!! y it rains on sunday again!!! 3 weeks of no actions. I hate it..WAHHHHHH!!! hmmm 13 days of no updates... y? not becoz i am busy... :x ( but i am indeed slightly busy) and the main point is lazy.. lolz..

But now i just hope to earn more $$ and see more $$ in bank. Whether i am going to study or even going for those freaking X-pensive course is going to hold for now. First priority, Mum's health.. She told me once that in her dream, someone told her she got 3 yrs more to live. When i hear this... It might not be the truth. But i just wan her to stay healthy. Mum, no matter how much i spend, its for your good. No regrets on this at all.

Wat comes next... Hmmmm, ok... this 2 weeks is gonna be long hours working. Thanks to the part-time where nv inform his reservist is from when to when.. Gosh... It is 2 weeks and now we gonna rotate to cover nite duties. Monday covered from 8am till 11pm. -_-'''

Hopefully i wouldn't have to cover much this week.. Evelyn, PS if i gonna do duty this thursday... Pray that i dun put aeroplane. :p

Friday got 1 wedding dinner to attend... Hmmmmm, some more is a colour wolf.. Going to marry le yet still can msn disgusting msg to other colleagues. Consider urself lucky that the msn msg is not send to the boss by her.. Sigh oh well~ forgive and forget... Moving out from here. Cheers....

1 more day

Gosh... Total Burnout.. I really hope for a game of soccer rite now.. My bones are squeaky, my legs are itchy.. 2 weeks of total slackness. -_-'''

Damn... I miss the days of spending with my buddies. 3 weeks i guess i have not seen them. Hmmmm, this butch of good buddies really gave me my most fun and exciting days back. From 1 week chalet to spending my 21st and 22nd birthday with me, it is most memorable. To me it is though. With them and 3Os lady, they gave me something nice as well as nites i nv had before. :) simple but with surprise.

Life is full of ups and downs.. My buddies are there for me. Some of my friends are here for me as well. But well, black and white. When someone is there for you, there is bound to have another that is aiming you. Sigh.... I trust frens... But they let me lose trust in them. What to do? Life still got to move on.

From the Heart - Another Level

I know you've heard this words a hundread other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chosen to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes you'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love honest, that's truth>

From the heart I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul I'm showing you all I feel, All I feel is
From the heart, from the heart

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around, I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt, You are the one I'm living for>

From the heart, I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart I promise you that I'll be there I'll be there to love you
From the sould I'm showing you all I feel, All I feel is
From the heart from the heart

I'll provide you the love you need just trust my touch
Believe in me I'll never make you cry
Giving all I got with all I got inside

From the heart I'm giving you everything, everything
From the Heart I promise you that I'll be thereI'll be there to love you
From the soul I'm showing you all I feel all I feel is
From the heart from the heart

Busy weeks

Never been busy like before... never get to rest well.. stoning around is wat i am doing yesterday.

1 question i been asking... is it not hurting for a gal that she is with 2 guys? Is she pretending not to be hurt by it? or she simply dun care for now... I dun really noe.......

It is a matter of wat i am and who i am... but sadness is always filling me. Never really understand why it is happening... Never really know what is the outcome... Afraid of a lousy outcome... Afraid of the sadness pouring in...

The sky darkened, it just can't simply go away.........

Rainy Season

Heavy downpour... shoes are wet... Moods are nv up and high before.

A packed weekends that contribute the tiredness. Accompany my friend for a workshop on thursday. Accompany by my dum dum on friday to eat. Which i really happy. Saturday went for a movie starring by me :p plus watching soccer match between man utd and sunderland.. zzzz.. boring game.... sunday went soccer and rush for a workshop till 9 plus 10 pm at nite.. gosh... Really am tired.. zzzz

I feel like sleeping all the way and not waking up... -_-'''

Sunday that it is always the most boring

Ever thought of a day which you are at home, dunno wat u want to do.. can't sleep, surf net till you get bored and even watch tv feel irritated? Oh well, today is the day that is for me.

Alone at home, silence feel the air... shin pain tat is causing headache to me... Sorry Weiliang. I know u feel the pain and swell.. Paiseh... Guess we gonna have bruise for the next couple of days.

A weekend that is fill with mix emotion. Friday went out to drink, saturday went out to play mahjong plus few games of bowling which record my worse score... :( sunday which is today... got into pain, boredness, and even sadness.

Sigh, Guess my lifes are nothing much... it is indeed boring... Hope next week will be better.

Today is the day

This blog is created today. Cheers to the cow that help me on it. A kiss for u as reward. :p Tried once to get it started. But it seems too hard for me though. -_-'''

Well, nothing much going to be update now as i am still moody and pissed off with my work here. It's crappy and stupid. I feel like i am taken advantage of here. I HATE THIS SORT OF FEELING!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!~~~~~