Plans and Plans

ARGH!!!! y it rains on sunday again!!! 3 weeks of no actions. I hate it..WAHHHHHH!!! hmmm 13 days of no updates... y? not becoz i am busy... :x ( but i am indeed slightly busy) and the main point is lazy.. lolz..

But now i just hope to earn more $$ and see more $$ in bank. Whether i am going to study or even going for those freaking X-pensive course is going to hold for now. First priority, Mum's health.. She told me once that in her dream, someone told her she got 3 yrs more to live. When i hear this... It might not be the truth. But i just wan her to stay healthy. Mum, no matter how much i spend, its for your good. No regrets on this at all.

Wat comes next... Hmmmm, ok... this 2 weeks is gonna be long hours working. Thanks to the part-time where nv inform his reservist is from when to when.. Gosh... It is 2 weeks and now we gonna rotate to cover nite duties. Monday covered from 8am till 11pm. -_-'''

Hopefully i wouldn't have to cover much this week.. Evelyn, PS if i gonna do duty this thursday... Pray that i dun put aeroplane. :p

Friday got 1 wedding dinner to attend... Hmmmmm, some more is a colour wolf.. Going to marry le yet still can msn disgusting msg to other colleagues. Consider urself lucky that the msn msg is not send to the boss by her.. Sigh oh well~ forgive and forget... Moving out from here. Cheers....

1 more day

Gosh... Total Burnout.. I really hope for a game of soccer rite now.. My bones are squeaky, my legs are itchy.. 2 weeks of total slackness. -_-'''

Damn... I miss the days of spending with my buddies. 3 weeks i guess i have not seen them. Hmmmm, this butch of good buddies really gave me my most fun and exciting days back. From 1 week chalet to spending my 21st and 22nd birthday with me, it is most memorable. To me it is though. With them and 3Os lady, they gave me something nice as well as nites i nv had before. :) simple but with surprise.

Life is full of ups and downs.. My buddies are there for me. Some of my friends are here for me as well. But well, black and white. When someone is there for you, there is bound to have another that is aiming you. Sigh.... I trust frens... But they let me lose trust in them. What to do? Life still got to move on.

From the Heart - Another Level

I know you've heard this words a hundread other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chosen to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes you'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love honest, that's truth>

From the heart I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul I'm showing you all I feel, All I feel is
From the heart, from the heart

I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around, I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt, You are the one I'm living for>

From the heart, I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart I promise you that I'll be there I'll be there to love you
From the sould I'm showing you all I feel, All I feel is
From the heart from the heart

I'll provide you the love you need just trust my touch
Believe in me I'll never make you cry
Giving all I got with all I got inside

From the heart I'm giving you everything, everything
From the Heart I promise you that I'll be thereI'll be there to love you
From the soul I'm showing you all I feel all I feel is
From the heart from the heart

Busy weeks

Never been busy like before... never get to rest well.. stoning around is wat i am doing yesterday.

1 question i been asking... is it not hurting for a gal that she is with 2 guys? Is she pretending not to be hurt by it? or she simply dun care for now... I dun really noe.......

It is a matter of wat i am and who i am... but sadness is always filling me. Never really understand why it is happening... Never really know what is the outcome... Afraid of a lousy outcome... Afraid of the sadness pouring in...

The sky darkened, it just can't simply go away.........

Rainy Season

Heavy downpour... shoes are wet... Moods are nv up and high before.

A packed weekends that contribute the tiredness. Accompany my friend for a workshop on thursday. Accompany by my dum dum on friday to eat. Which i really happy. Saturday went for a movie starring by me :p plus watching soccer match between man utd and sunderland.. zzzz.. boring game.... sunday went soccer and rush for a workshop till 9 plus 10 pm at nite.. gosh... Really am tired.. zzzz

I feel like sleeping all the way and not waking up... -_-'''