Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Never get it right

It seems like no matter how, i still can't make it right. Wanted to give u a surprise on it by sending lunch to your house knowing you r on mc today. But the news i got is sad and dampen the day. Someone already ask you out for lunch.. n the one tat told me this even better.. saying this wif laughter and nv think how sian or sad i will be..

ya.. maybe it's 1 sided but no matter wat, i just wan to show concern to her. dun wish to over-do things but tat is the least that i can do...

Sorry... but i just feel that, some1 is showing much more den just a normal good fren... doing things that i wan to do but i noe that u r attached so i not doing anything and afraid to do something wrong.


enjoy ur lunch... given to J the lunch that i bought for you. Dun wan to put it into waste... and no appetite to eat.

sign off,
remi

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Bleeding Love

Seeing her cheerful smile,
Seeing her beautiful eyes,
Hearing her lovely tone,
Sensing her seriousness,
It's all in the past...

It's still lingering within me.
It's still hurting me..
It's an unforgivable sin...
It's always will be a beautiful memory for me.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Breathless & chest pain

Since saturday, feeling breathless...
After IPPT today, Feeling chest, throat pain...

What happen?


Saturday soccer is totally pissed off.. Got to only play 2nd half as usual but fed up. team leading at 1-0 at first half.. 2nd half due to some defensive errors and some star who keep on holding the ball and not releasing it, concede 2 goals before coming back at last min. But it was really ridiculous... i was subbed out after we concede 2nd goal at around 30mins timing. But my fault???? I wasn't the 1 concede the penalty.. I wasn't the 1 tat shout MY ball and let the ball swing into the net direct. Was crazy to noe some striker tried to hold ball at midfield and lost possesion but no blames nor scolding. Just becoz his a long term friend and u dun dare to scream at him????


Crazy indeed.. The team should have won if not becoz of some old birds in the team and the team manager is not willing to take them out even when they r totally not performing. Hate the feeling last saturday.