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Updating myself in this blog

First. Got my very 1st import of Arsenal Jersey. Away jersey.

Second- Considering what is the best for me in soccer.

Third: Finally settled in going to study in December.

Fourth: Getting myself ready for the new year. 2009 is a not bad year for me and i going to aim higher in 2010. =)

My 1st call up as a league team member

Gosh... Finally i have been called up as 16 players for the league game this block and it is out of more than 50 players. Whew, Accomplishment. I am not a good player but i just want to show that i can play. Not an easy task. Not done without breaking sweats and suffering bruise and cuts.

Well, Just for info, Currently playing for Schwarz Star F.C. which is an amateur league team who has a dream to go far. Players are fun to be with and the age group are from youngest 13 to oldest 50+ i guess. Joined this team only this year and at first was sort of disappointed when i was only called up to play in the feeder team. But nevertheless, i worked hard and played hard and giving my 100% for all the games i played. At least i do know that this team appreciate my effort of playing unlike the 1 i played for in the ESPZen Saturday league. Gosh... I guess they just have those players they like or their mahjong kakis bah.. Good luck to them and thanks to them disbanding and kick me out of the team.. I could joined this team. At least i know i do enjoy the games that i played.

miss it

21032009. The day that you got the well wishes from every one.. From family, friends, colleague.

The sorrow that hides in my body is stirring up once again. Fotos i see, a blissful and blessings couple on stage. I know i never could have given a better life.. I saw your smile, i saw your bubbly cards all in the photo.. Well, it seems just the way i know you are.. Cheerful, gentle, nice and bubbly.. Never i thought i will am so hurt in an opened relationship for so long.. It just like it never begun.. It just like an empty pail waiting to be filled in with all my tears for past few years for you.

Dropped you an email for no reply. I should have guessed it. But my words stays the same. Blessing to you and i will pray for you and your family to be healthy always.
Take care...

Remi

Had a bad day

I do hope after i write this out.. my BAD days are over. Not having any smooth rides since last Friday till today. Been cursing and swearing non stop and people stepping on me non stop. Crappy and annoyed. Today is the worst and i know that the dark clouds are looming near. I just pray that this will be a stop.

sharing new song

Sab~ this song is for you~ cheer up =)




[kristine]
i don't know if i can do this..

[DJ Sancho]
Damn...i didn't know you felt like this...so i'm on my way back right now..to let you know.
ever since the day, that i made the choice, not a day goes by, that i miss your voice, sorry the times i get confused wonderin' if i was wrong, now i sit here, listenin to your song, didn't know that you felt like this and these things that you sayin' makes me reminice about the good times we had when things ere so cool, and now your hurtin'. damn, am i the fool? [baby girl]

[kristine][chorus]
here, past all the light , for everythings clear, nothing seems to change how i love you and now your gonna leave , i'm just slowly dyin' here inside, tryin to let go.


[kristine]
maybe i just thought i had you here. i thought that you would not go anywhere . i abuse my position and i didn't care. now that you no longer turn to me and it seems that you got over me, i can hardly breathe, you no longer need me..
i'm just sorry i found out late, all the choices i made, i thought of me and not how it'd be to watch you walk away. i know i'll never make it right, but everyday i try
in hopes you might come back, your where my hearts at. have to find a way..

[chorus]
here, past all the light , for everythings clear, nothing seems to change how i love you and now your gonna leave , i'm just slowly dyin' here inside, tryin to let go.

[DJ Sancho]
you say your sorry for everything that you did ; and you know what. i'm just as guilty i'll admit, so don't kill yourself for something you didn't do , i gotta tell you something, baby i still love you.
don't let go of the feelings you have inside, i'm coming back to you to keep forever by my side
im driving a thousand miles to let you know, so don't give up on me, i'm right down the road. i'll be at your door by the end of this song and forgive you for think everything you thought you did wrong.

[kristine]
o0o0o0o0o0o0o..


[chorus]
[chorus]
here, past all the light , for everythings clear, nothing seems to change how i love you and now your gonna leave , i'm just slowly dyin' here inside [you don't have to die anymore baby]
tryin to let go.

i try to let go
but i can't let you go.
and i try to let go
[you don't have to let go anymore, baby]
but i can't let you goo..
i try to let go[i'm back baby]
but i can't let you go
and i try to let go
but i can't let you go..
[i'm here]

Monday

Just dunno y only when sadness comes in, i will just pop in here to write things...

Saw a few nicks that is sad or angry.... Feels bad when i see them... Though maybe i shouldn't have care, but yet, i just can't let it unknown. The weather is just like me, Sunshine, rain... all just comes together in a day. Is it really worth knowingly to notice? Is it worth to remember? notice? affected?

adore you - Lil rain
[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every night (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by my side
I'm goin down on my, on my knees for you
for your love i'd do it, for your sake, believe i do
If you dont love me, why do you raise my hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt you
I wanna be all the world to u

[Verse One]
I've not the faintest idea,why arent u talkin two me
I'm trynna be the perfect man, u always want me two be
I'm accustomed to u , ur a part of ma life
Everything I told u honey, I've nothin to hide
Ur ma little angel, your ma little star
I'm still waitin every hour, your so close to ma heart
All my life I've been waitin, for one moment in time
We're together I adore your eyes, I so adore your sweet smile (girl)
I dont give a damn about what somebody told u
I will ever be your man cause baby i love u
If the worse comes to the worst , I'm gonna hold u
I feel ur far from believin' it
We walk through a world where nobody has been before
turn back the hands of time open every door
I swear I will allways ur doubts and sure I love u more
to retrieve your affinity

[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every nite (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by ma side
I'm goin down on ma, on ma knees 4 u
4 ur love i'd do it, 4 ur sake, believe i do
If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u

[Verse Two]
U look into ma eyes, put me out of ma misery
I have never told lies, I hope that u come back 2 me
I want 2 spend ma time of lovin u 4ever
No matter what happens, we must stick 2gether
Come on trust in ma words, give me ur heart back again
Kiss ma lips, touch ma hand, give me a second chance
Ma heart is pumpin,have a feeling that I've never felt,
If I'm allowed 2 be with u, the luck is comin 2 ma world
So far as I remember , u was perfectly happy
2 find someone like me, in a world full of traffic
I fulfill ur dreams, its not only taffy
Ur the only one 4 me
We walk through a world where nobody has been before
turn back the hands of time open every door
I swear I will allay ur doubts 'nd sure i luv u more
2 retrieve ur affinity

[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every nite (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by ma side
I'm goin down on ma, on ma knees 4 u
4 ur love i'd do it, 4 ur sake, believe i do
If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u


If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u

[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every nite (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by ma side
I'm goin down on ma, on ma knees 4 u
4 ur love i'd do it, 4 ur sake, believe i do
If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u

Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
I wanna see u baby (every day, day, day,day) stayin by ma side
Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
I'll be crossing 2 u