Whew~~~ the weather is really killing~~~ but i hope it is not raining this saturday... Out to buy things for just 20 mins and i'm perspiring like mad... High Dehydration mode.... Need more plain water~~~~~
Just happen to saw 1 of my ex-colleague outside and was talking to her.. Never got the chance in school to talk to her that much like just now.. Well, as she as usual wearing such a short skirts... Those ti ko lau ah pek walk pass see her like dunno wat... lolz. o well, only chat for 5 mins as we are under no covers and both of us are sweating and her make up is going to crack soon :x(hope not)
October is coming... 09 is approaching.. but yet.. no news... thinking too many things... just feel like walking in the air and hoping to hit on 1 concrete floor and move on from it...
Feeling breathless, feeling uneasy... Hiding... Too stress... tired......
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Low Morale
Suddenly felt so low~ comparing myself to others... what do i have.... Qualification... lose by a whole lot chunk.. No cars, no status... Wat i have to compare to others...
So wat if i can be a good sportsman.. living in the middle doesn't makes me.. Is really down... down.... and down when i compare myself to others....
So wat if i can be a good sportsman.. living in the middle doesn't makes me.. Is really down... down.... and down when i compare myself to others....
Mistakes and thoughts
Mistakes are bound to make. Even the greatest time, the worst days, happy or sad days, mistakes are still going to happen no matter where or when...
It's like a battle. A step may cause your downfall. Thinking ahead 3 steps may lead to your survival till next day.
But dunno y... Too much thoughts.. now headache is coming back again... Just dunno y or wat happen... hmmmmm, maybe somethings are wriggling inside my head???
O well, we shall see if anything pops out suddenly. =)
It's like a battle. A step may cause your downfall. Thinking ahead 3 steps may lead to your survival till next day.
But dunno y... Too much thoughts.. now headache is coming back again... Just dunno y or wat happen... hmmmmm, maybe somethings are wriggling inside my head???
O well, we shall see if anything pops out suddenly. =)
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
End of August
Is it a new beginning of the end?
Is it an end which is a new beginning?
Nobody will knows it but only me.
First time i got drunk.. real serious drunk... Too many thoughts on head can really make people drink.. I have never be that drunk.. After 1 cup, 2 cups... I still goes stronger. But however, this time, I think i had alot.. Not sure how many though..
Still remember that day had alot of funs with 2 of my frens at st james. Dance, playing finger-guessing games, dance again and drink the forfeits.. haha.. even better is that ppl comes by to get to know :x lolz.. i became bodyguard.. -_-
But tat day i did had alot of fun which i never enjoyed before over there...
Thanks to both of you, my fren :)
Trying to learn some dance movements.. and first time i did really had some movements class.. lolz.. abit slow and movements are stiff.. trying to improve as well as at home creating some steps of my own and learning steps from youtube. :p
Hopefully, my wish is to perform a song dance on stage perfectly. :)
Is it an end which is a new beginning?
Nobody will knows it but only me.
First time i got drunk.. real serious drunk... Too many thoughts on head can really make people drink.. I have never be that drunk.. After 1 cup, 2 cups... I still goes stronger. But however, this time, I think i had alot.. Not sure how many though..
Still remember that day had alot of funs with 2 of my frens at st james. Dance, playing finger-guessing games, dance again and drink the forfeits.. haha.. even better is that ppl comes by to get to know :x lolz.. i became bodyguard.. -_-
But tat day i did had alot of fun which i never enjoyed before over there...
Thanks to both of you, my fren :)
Trying to learn some dance movements.. and first time i did really had some movements class.. lolz.. abit slow and movements are stiff.. trying to improve as well as at home creating some steps of my own and learning steps from youtube. :p
Hopefully, my wish is to perform a song dance on stage perfectly. :)
step up - samantha jade
This songs really brings me into mood of dancing.....
It reallys lighten my mood.. No anguish, no cheers, nothing... moodless...
Monday, July 14, 2008
stop and stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
And I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
And I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see
What you need, what you need...
Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
And I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Lazy Sunday
super lazy but 1st time i typing it on sunday...
o well, just coming in to kill sometime that's all.
o well, just coming in to kill sometime that's all.
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