Monday, November 24, 2008

Life is precious

1 bad thing is gonna happen... my reservist is ending in a few days time...
Back to my hectic and yet less freedom place..

Is it true that life is easily being handled by other ppl? Trying to figure this out.. 1 person dead.. Is it really the killer fault??? Or is there any reason that cause it... Murderer get's hang, animals being put to blame... but wat about instigator???? Some get away.. Some being killed.. sigh...

Humans, humans... Sherlyn.... u are totally rite in ur note in facebook... but wat's more we can do... as we are part of the whole human race...

I just pray that life can be cherished more by everyone, no more natural disasters, and hope that this economy downfall will not break families up...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Having reservist

long time nv update.. sigh~ as usual for me...
lazy bum~~~
but this 2 weeks have been a total slack for me..
reach reservist office at 10+.. Shhhhhhhhhhh.. they dunno i so late :p

It's so relaxing, at least for the time being..
But never the less, body still having problems.
First was breathing problem, and now it's shoulder and arm pain.
Sigh~~~~

and now, i am hoping for better life and my wishes to come true in 09.
2 more months.. this friday is d & d... and gonna see alot of hunks and babes around... hmmmmm, should i bring my camera along???

My wearing: thinking of getting stunning but office will be wearing hawaii style..
now thinking how to outstanding from them all. :p think think think hard now!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

Happy Birthday Davina




may you stay beauty~
may you stay cheerful~
may you have blessings~

hope to see u in white gown soon in '09...

See ya around~~~~~

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Never get it right

It seems like no matter how, i still can't make it right. Wanted to give u a surprise on it by sending lunch to your house knowing you r on mc today. But the news i got is sad and dampen the day. Someone already ask you out for lunch.. n the one tat told me this even better.. saying this wif laughter and nv think how sian or sad i will be..

ya.. maybe it's 1 sided but no matter wat, i just wan to show concern to her. dun wish to over-do things but tat is the least that i can do...

Sorry... but i just feel that, some1 is showing much more den just a normal good fren... doing things that i wan to do but i noe that u r attached so i not doing anything and afraid to do something wrong.


enjoy ur lunch... given to J the lunch that i bought for you. Dun wan to put it into waste... and no appetite to eat.

sign off,
remi

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Bleeding Love

Seeing her cheerful smile,
Seeing her beautiful eyes,
Hearing her lovely tone,
Sensing her seriousness,
It's all in the past...

It's still lingering within me.
It's still hurting me..
It's an unforgivable sin...
It's always will be a beautiful memory for me.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Breathless & chest pain

Since saturday, feeling breathless...
After IPPT today, Feeling chest, throat pain...

What happen?


Saturday soccer is totally pissed off.. Got to only play 2nd half as usual but fed up. team leading at 1-0 at first half.. 2nd half due to some defensive errors and some star who keep on holding the ball and not releasing it, concede 2 goals before coming back at last min. But it was really ridiculous... i was subbed out after we concede 2nd goal at around 30mins timing. But my fault???? I wasn't the 1 concede the penalty.. I wasn't the 1 tat shout MY ball and let the ball swing into the net direct. Was crazy to noe some striker tried to hold ball at midfield and lost possesion but no blames nor scolding. Just becoz his a long term friend and u dun dare to scream at him????


Crazy indeed.. The team should have won if not becoz of some old birds in the team and the team manager is not willing to take them out even when they r totally not performing. Hate the feeling last saturday.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Hot and spicy

Whew~~~ the weather is really killing~~~ but i hope it is not raining this saturday... Out to buy things for just 20 mins and i'm perspiring like mad... High Dehydration mode.... Need more plain water~~~~~


Just happen to saw 1 of my ex-colleague outside and was talking to her.. Never got the chance in school to talk to her that much like just now.. Well, as she as usual wearing such a short skirts... Those ti ko lau ah pek walk pass see her like dunno wat... lolz. o well, only chat for 5 mins as we are under no covers and both of us are sweating and her make up is going to crack soon :x(hope not)

October is coming... 09 is approaching.. but yet.. no news... thinking too many things... just feel like walking in the air and hoping to hit on 1 concrete floor and move on from it...

Feeling breathless, feeling uneasy... Hiding... Too stress... tired......