Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Same old brand new ME

It's seems ages ago that i started updating this blog.
Let me re-introduce myself anyway.

Name is Remi. Surname Lim. 30 this year(2013)
Married to a lovely petite wife who i don't have to worry much about. No kids yet and no planning for it now.
Working in PSBAcademy for coming to 8 years. 7 years of Estate Management and 1 year of IT.
Not gonna go further details as I don't want have stalkers going around snooping. =D


A brand new year coming and horray.... targets set in the beginning of year are going well!!!!
Driving license (practical test on dec 12th) - confident of passing
Scoring 10 goals this year in soccer. currently stands at 9. Damn it, goals dry since 2 months back while playing as center defence. :(

As parents say, when you grow older, you will mature and think more sensible. Totally true on this.
Although i have not gone enlightened to be that good angel. But i learnt alot from the past 20 years of my life, of course excluding the baby, infant and kiddo stage.
From knowing how to have a crush on certain girl, how to act cool and act macho ( this fails badly as i am too skinny way in the past).
Lying to parents of going library to study but went to ice skating or bowling and the worst nightmare! Mahjong time with schoolmates at my house even during 'o' level time.

Nearly couldn't make it. Sigh~
Lastly for now, one of my favourite that says about me.


A1 - Same old brand new me


I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new way
Is it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

You'll change
You'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2

You said you'd change
But I'm afraid
It's something I won't live to see
It's seems so strange
That sometimes fate
Can appear to be so real
And yet turn out to be a fantasy

Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game ( Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)

Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you

You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2

Because of you, I guess we're through
Is this the way it has to be
I've been a fool (Ben - I've been a fool)
A fool for you (Ben - A fool for you)
But I've got better things to do than let you walk all over me

Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)

Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're the same old brand new you

I can still remember the time you were there
When I needed to hold you, feel you
Everytime I ask you to find a new way
You lie a new way
Is it gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

You'll change, you'll never change
You're never never gonna keep your promises x 2

Same old line, one more time
Say you're gonna be, there for me
Say you'll change, change your ways
Never gonna keep your promises
Same old game (Ben - You know it doesn't turn me on)
Brand new day (Ben - You're singing that same old song)
No more lies (Ben - If you don't wanna find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone)

Another night, another day
What can I say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
When you're still the same old brand new you

Another night, another day
What I can say
You break your promises in two
What can I do

Another night, another day
What I can say
You're still the same old brand new you
You break your promises in two
What can I do
You're still the same old brand new you

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Nothing on you... baby



Nothing On You - B.o.B feat. Bruno Mars

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
i know you feel where i'm coming from
regardless of the things in my past that i've done
most of it really was for the hell of the fun
on the carousel so around i spun (spun)
with no directions just tryna get some (some)
tryna chase skirts, living in the summer sun (sun)
this is how i lost more than i had ever won
and honestly i ended up with none

there's no much nonsense
it's on my conscience
i'm thinking baby i should get it out
and i don't wanna sound redundant
but i was wondering if there was something that you wanna know
(that you wanna know)
but never mind that we should let it go (we should let it go)
cause we don't wanna be a t.v episode (t.v episode)
and all the bad thoughts just let them go (go, go, go, go)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothing on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you

hands down there will never be another one
i been around and i never seen another one
look at your style I ain't really got nothin' on
and you wild when you ain't got nothing on
baby you the whole package plus you pay your taxes
and you keep it real while them other stay plastic
you're my wonder women call me mr. fantastic
stop.. now think about it

i've been to london, i've been to paris
even way out there in tokyo
back home down in georgia to new orleans
but you always steal the show (steal the show)
and just like that girl you got me froze (got me froze)
http://www.elyricsworld.com/nothin ...
like a nintendo 64 (64)
if you never knew well now you know (know, know, know, know)

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you

everywhere i go i'm always hearing your name (name, name)
and no matter where i'm at girl you make me wanna sang (sang,sang)
whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train
no other girls on my brain and you the one to blame

beautiful girls all over the world
i could be chasing but my time would be wasted
they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby
they might say hi and i might say hey
but you shouldn't worry about what they say
cause they got nothin' on you baby
nothin' on you baby

not not not nothin' on you babe
not not nothin' on you
yeah and that's just how we do it
and i'ma let this ride

Thursday, November 12, 2009

back at one

Updating myself in this blog

First. Got my very 1st import of Arsenal Jersey. Away jersey.

Second- Considering what is the best for me in soccer.

Third: Finally settled in going to study in December.

Fourth: Getting myself ready for the new year. 2009 is a not bad year for me and i going to aim higher in 2010. =)

Monday, June 1, 2009

My 1st call up as a league team member

Gosh... Finally i have been called up as 16 players for the league game this block and it is out of more than 50 players. Whew, Accomplishment. I am not a good player but i just want to show that i can play. Not an easy task. Not done without breaking sweats and suffering bruise and cuts.

Well, Just for info, Currently playing for Schwarz Star F.C. which is an amateur league team who has a dream to go far. Players are fun to be with and the age group are from youngest 13 to oldest 50+ i guess. Joined this team only this year and at first was sort of disappointed when i was only called up to play in the feeder team. But nevertheless, i worked hard and played hard and giving my 100% for all the games i played. At least i do know that this team appreciate my effort of playing unlike the 1 i played for in the ESPZen Saturday league. Gosh... I guess they just have those players they like or their mahjong kakis bah.. Good luck to them and thanks to them disbanding and kick me out of the team.. I could joined this team. At least i know i do enjoy the games that i played.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

miss it

21032009. The day that you got the well wishes from every one.. From family, friends, colleague.

The sorrow that hides in my body is stirring up once again. Fotos i see, a blissful and blessings couple on stage. I know i never could have given a better life.. I saw your smile, i saw your bubbly cards all in the photo.. Well, it seems just the way i know you are.. Cheerful, gentle, nice and bubbly.. Never i thought i will am so hurt in an opened relationship for so long.. It just like it never begun.. It just like an empty pail waiting to be filled in with all my tears for past few years for you.

Dropped you an email for no reply. I should have guessed it. But my words stays the same. Blessing to you and i will pray for you and your family to be healthy always.
Take care...

Remi

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Had a bad day

I do hope after i write this out.. my BAD days are over. Not having any smooth rides since last Friday till today. Been cursing and swearing non stop and people stepping on me non stop. Crappy and annoyed. Today is the worst and i know that the dark clouds are looming near. I just pray that this will be a stop.

Monday, March 16, 2009

sharing new song

Sab~ this song is for you~ cheer up =)




[kristine]
i don't know if i can do this..

[DJ Sancho]
Damn...i didn't know you felt like this...so i'm on my way back right now..to let you know.
ever since the day, that i made the choice, not a day goes by, that i miss your voice, sorry the times i get confused wonderin' if i was wrong, now i sit here, listenin to your song, didn't know that you felt like this and these things that you sayin' makes me reminice about the good times we had when things ere so cool, and now your hurtin'. damn, am i the fool? [baby girl]

[kristine][chorus]
here, past all the light , for everythings clear, nothing seems to change how i love you and now your gonna leave , i'm just slowly dyin' here inside, tryin to let go.


[kristine]
maybe i just thought i had you here. i thought that you would not go anywhere . i abuse my position and i didn't care. now that you no longer turn to me and it seems that you got over me, i can hardly breathe, you no longer need me..
i'm just sorry i found out late, all the choices i made, i thought of me and not how it'd be to watch you walk away. i know i'll never make it right, but everyday i try
in hopes you might come back, your where my hearts at. have to find a way..

[chorus]
here, past all the light , for everythings clear, nothing seems to change how i love you and now your gonna leave , i'm just slowly dyin' here inside, tryin to let go.

[DJ Sancho]
you say your sorry for everything that you did ; and you know what. i'm just as guilty i'll admit, so don't kill yourself for something you didn't do , i gotta tell you something, baby i still love you.
don't let go of the feelings you have inside, i'm coming back to you to keep forever by my side
im driving a thousand miles to let you know, so don't give up on me, i'm right down the road. i'll be at your door by the end of this song and forgive you for think everything you thought you did wrong.

[kristine]
o0o0o0o0o0o0o..


[chorus]
[chorus]
here, past all the light , for everythings clear, nothing seems to change how i love you and now your gonna leave , i'm just slowly dyin' here inside [you don't have to die anymore baby]
tryin to let go.

i try to let go
but i can't let you go.
and i try to let go
[you don't have to let go anymore, baby]
but i can't let you goo..
i try to let go[i'm back baby]
but i can't let you go
and i try to let go
but i can't let you go..
[i'm here]

Monday

Just dunno y only when sadness comes in, i will just pop in here to write things...

Saw a few nicks that is sad or angry.... Feels bad when i see them... Though maybe i shouldn't have care, but yet, i just can't let it unknown. The weather is just like me, Sunshine, rain... all just comes together in a day. Is it really worth knowingly to notice? Is it worth to remember? notice? affected?


adore you - Lil rain
[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every night (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by my side
I'm goin down on my, on my knees for you
for your love i'd do it, for your sake, believe i do
If you dont love me, why do you raise my hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt you
I wanna be all the world to u

[Verse One]
I've not the faintest idea,why arent u talkin two me
I'm trynna be the perfect man, u always want me two be
I'm accustomed to u , ur a part of ma life
Everything I told u honey, I've nothin to hide
Ur ma little angel, your ma little star
I'm still waitin every hour, your so close to ma heart
All my life I've been waitin, for one moment in time
We're together I adore your eyes, I so adore your sweet smile (girl)
I dont give a damn about what somebody told u
I will ever be your man cause baby i love u
If the worse comes to the worst , I'm gonna hold u
I feel ur far from believin' it
We walk through a world where nobody has been before
turn back the hands of time open every door
I swear I will allways ur doubts and sure I love u more
to retrieve your affinity

[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every nite (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by ma side
I'm goin down on ma, on ma knees 4 u
4 ur love i'd do it, 4 ur sake, believe i do
If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u

[Verse Two]
U look into ma eyes, put me out of ma misery
I have never told lies, I hope that u come back 2 me
I want 2 spend ma time of lovin u 4ever
No matter what happens, we must stick 2gether
Come on trust in ma words, give me ur heart back again
Kiss ma lips, touch ma hand, give me a second chance
Ma heart is pumpin,have a feeling that I've never felt,
If I'm allowed 2 be with u, the luck is comin 2 ma world
So far as I remember , u was perfectly happy
2 find someone like me, in a world full of traffic
I fulfill ur dreams, its not only taffy
Ur the only one 4 me
We walk through a world where nobody has been before
turn back the hands of time open every door
I swear I will allay ur doubts 'nd sure i luv u more
2 retrieve ur affinity

[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every nite (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by ma side
I'm goin down on ma, on ma knees 4 u
4 ur love i'd do it, 4 ur sake, believe i do
If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u


If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u

[Chorus]
Everyday (day), every nite (night)
I wanna see u baby, stayin by ma side
I'm goin down on ma, on ma knees 4 u
4 ur love i'd do it, 4 ur sake, believe i do
If u dont love me, why do u raise ma hopes
No matter what happens, I can't let u go
U got it wrong, I didnt wanna hurt u
I wanna be all the world 2 u

Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
I wanna see u baby (every day, day, day,day) stayin by ma side
Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
Every day, day, day, day
Every nite , nite , nite , nite
I'll be crossing 2 u

Monday, December 22, 2008

3 days to christmas

and i never feel soooo shitty~!~!~!~!
RAWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!

god damn~~~
some1 keng! again~ and now i am sitting at counter staring at the christmas tree~~~ hmmmmm.... it look nice at nite but look kinda average during days.

Type and type but not sure what to type in.. feeling sleepy and just feel like going back to sleep~~~ lolz.. listening to 1 song and playing it loud.. Miss Independent~ Ne - Yo...

What kinda of things i really like... In the past, able to drink beer but now, it's not easy to down it anymore... It's never been the same since a few years back.. It never been good, never been bad.. maybe something good that happen is that i have more and more frens =) more frens that i can trust on, able to talk to...

Pen down and trying to find souls in the school..

Friday, December 5, 2008

It's friday

Finally exams are over... 08 is also coming to an end in just a few weeks.
Just enjoying the songs~ imagine the dance~ move to the beat~ tapping my finger on the table to the beat~ sipping bit by bit from my cup of coffee. Life is just so relax at this moment...

Be with you



eh eh eh eh eh
Ohhhhhh

I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and I’m a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify and I’m considered husband
And I’m a always be there for you
And either way you look at it I ain’t goin no where from my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make up after fussin
And that’s what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why I’m into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we'll break through

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, I lean you on that Prada
You ain’t got to match with the shoes
All about knowing you I’m into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch you grow stronger
That’s the way it has to be, everything problem
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What I’m into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we'll break through

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain’t no one I compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that’s why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And I don’t care what they do
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you

Monday, November 24, 2008

Life is precious

1 bad thing is gonna happen... my reservist is ending in a few days time...
Back to my hectic and yet less freedom place..

Is it true that life is easily being handled by other ppl? Trying to figure this out.. 1 person dead.. Is it really the killer fault??? Or is there any reason that cause it... Murderer get's hang, animals being put to blame... but wat about instigator???? Some get away.. Some being killed.. sigh...

Humans, humans... Sherlyn.... u are totally rite in ur note in facebook... but wat's more we can do... as we are part of the whole human race...

I just pray that life can be cherished more by everyone, no more natural disasters, and hope that this economy downfall will not break families up...

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Having reservist

long time nv update.. sigh~ as usual for me...
lazy bum~~~
but this 2 weeks have been a total slack for me..
reach reservist office at 10+.. Shhhhhhhhhhh.. they dunno i so late :p

It's so relaxing, at least for the time being..
But never the less, body still having problems.
First was breathing problem, and now it's shoulder and arm pain.
Sigh~~~~

and now, i am hoping for better life and my wishes to come true in 09.
2 more months.. this friday is d & d... and gonna see alot of hunks and babes around... hmmmmm, should i bring my camera along???

My wearing: thinking of getting stunning but office will be wearing hawaii style..
now thinking how to outstanding from them all. :p think think think hard now!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

Happy Birthday Davina




may you stay beauty~
may you stay cheerful~
may you have blessings~

hope to see u in white gown soon in '09...

See ya around~~~~~

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Never get it right

It seems like no matter how, i still can't make it right. Wanted to give u a surprise on it by sending lunch to your house knowing you r on mc today. But the news i got is sad and dampen the day. Someone already ask you out for lunch.. n the one tat told me this even better.. saying this wif laughter and nv think how sian or sad i will be..

ya.. maybe it's 1 sided but no matter wat, i just wan to show concern to her. dun wish to over-do things but tat is the least that i can do...

Sorry... but i just feel that, some1 is showing much more den just a normal good fren... doing things that i wan to do but i noe that u r attached so i not doing anything and afraid to do something wrong.


enjoy ur lunch... given to J the lunch that i bought for you. Dun wan to put it into waste... and no appetite to eat.

sign off,
remi

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Bleeding Love

Seeing her cheerful smile,
Seeing her beautiful eyes,
Hearing her lovely tone,
Sensing her seriousness,
It's all in the past...

It's still lingering within me.
It's still hurting me..
It's an unforgivable sin...
It's always will be a beautiful memory for me.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Breathless & chest pain

Since saturday, feeling breathless...
After IPPT today, Feeling chest, throat pain...

What happen?


Saturday soccer is totally pissed off.. Got to only play 2nd half as usual but fed up. team leading at 1-0 at first half.. 2nd half due to some defensive errors and some star who keep on holding the ball and not releasing it, concede 2 goals before coming back at last min. But it was really ridiculous... i was subbed out after we concede 2nd goal at around 30mins timing. But my fault???? I wasn't the 1 concede the penalty.. I wasn't the 1 tat shout MY ball and let the ball swing into the net direct. Was crazy to noe some striker tried to hold ball at midfield and lost possesion but no blames nor scolding. Just becoz his a long term friend and u dun dare to scream at him????


Crazy indeed.. The team should have won if not becoz of some old birds in the team and the team manager is not willing to take them out even when they r totally not performing. Hate the feeling last saturday.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Hot and spicy

Whew~~~ the weather is really killing~~~ but i hope it is not raining this saturday... Out to buy things for just 20 mins and i'm perspiring like mad... High Dehydration mode.... Need more plain water~~~~~


Just happen to saw 1 of my ex-colleague outside and was talking to her.. Never got the chance in school to talk to her that much like just now.. Well, as she as usual wearing such a short skirts... Those ti ko lau ah pek walk pass see her like dunno wat... lolz. o well, only chat for 5 mins as we are under no covers and both of us are sweating and her make up is going to crack soon :x(hope not)

October is coming... 09 is approaching.. but yet.. no news... thinking too many things... just feel like walking in the air and hoping to hit on 1 concrete floor and move on from it...

Feeling breathless, feeling uneasy... Hiding... Too stress... tired......

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Low Morale

Suddenly felt so low~ comparing myself to others... what do i have.... Qualification... lose by a whole lot chunk.. No cars, no status... Wat i have to compare to others...

So wat if i can be a good sportsman.. living in the middle doesn't makes me.. Is really down... down.... and down when i compare myself to others....

Mistakes and thoughts

Mistakes are bound to make. Even the greatest time, the worst days, happy or sad days, mistakes are still going to happen no matter where or when...

It's like a battle. A step may cause your downfall. Thinking ahead 3 steps may lead to your survival till next day.

But dunno y... Too much thoughts.. now headache is coming back again... Just dunno y or wat happen... hmmmmm, maybe somethings are wriggling inside my head???

O well, we shall see if anything pops out suddenly. =)